Ugh.... just so tired. Well, there's always next year.

Another year come and gone.  I'm still in this same rut.  At least I started Graduate school.  I started getting therapy.  And I've become a practicing Buddhist. The chanting in the morning and evening helps me stay calmer and more focused, though at this early stage, I'm still incredibly prone to my impulses,  evidenced by recent indiscretions and feelings of rage that got me in trouble in more ways than one.  I'm coping with the very essence, the core of my problems now. Between the therapy and the chanting/meditation and soon the medication for ADD, 2011 really should be different for me.

I wish you all, all the love in the world and the strength to accept it.

Virg.