I've been blessed with an incredible amount of time for me to do whatever the hell I want. But jeez! it feels like a curse. I'm writing again so soon because I want to keep my head on strait. The weather is perfect out side and it's driving me nuts. I just wanna get a drink and act stupid! God knows that everything has it's place, including acting stupid! Hell! It's fun!!!! But that's exactly where I get into trouble. I DON'T GUIDE MY ENERGY!!!!
I've got dishes and laundry and house work.... huh. Well no wonder "stupid" wins out.
Beyond that, I could study for this exam that I have to take at the end of the month. That would be more productive and a step towards a better life. Otherwise, I could pick up a pen and my guitar and actually write something, for God sake. Or maybe this is just the time to meditate! Get some practice in "holding my horses"
Man...
I'm glad I stopped to write this. As fun as "stupid" has been my entire adult life. It's time to reel it in and go with "not-so-stupid".
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